Happiness.

Am I allowed to think about my own happiness?

'Yes, definitely.' Would be an answer people give straight on.

I lied, I'm sorry. Truth be told I'm still pretty much in love with her. So are you, and I know that my time is due, my chances are used up, and it's only right for me to give you the way. You're my friend, and I truly am wishing you all the best.

I'll forsake my happiness for friends any day. But right now, my human instincts are acting up, and I just don't feel like giving up on her just yet, but does that mean if I do that, if I pursue my happiness, I'll have to forsake you as a friend?

So then, tell me again, am I still allowed to think about my own happiness?